Tell Me It's Easy

You sell yourself

Not for money, but to hide

You hide yourself, hide your beauty from me

You've killed it now

And yet you smile your dilute smile

How do you do it?

You tell me it's easy.

You are the personification of denial

Yet you nervously claim to be thankful

You say you do it for me,

That I should do it for you

But I'm not happy,

And you are hysterical

Why should we do it?

You say, Because it's easy.

Now you've smothered yourself to death

The poison is bleeding out

As you swelter in your own blood,

I beg for a final answer

That tired smile again

You tell me it was the only way

And so, it was easy.

To this day I stumble on

Like a bewildered child

Fighting with everyone,

Fighting for everything

I haven't smiled for so long

But I have laughed so much

And I look for you

You're dead, you're not coming back

And yet I wait for you to live

You think it's easy?

It's not... But I need to live.